a star has died

yes. the title of the post says it all. my drumstick, Starr, has died!!! leher dia patah smlm when i jammed the song "Wasted Years" with Mercenarian. )):



i was really sad by wat had happend. i'm sad coz i love my things n treasure them. n lagipun Starr has been through alot with me. she's the first pro mark drumsticks which i had n she has been by my side ever since CarriE was formed. she was also there for me in all of CarriE's 3 gigs. Starr is a ringo starr signature drumstick. n in case ur wondering who is ringo starr, well, he's the drummer for The Beatles. yes. The Beatles.

initially i don't see signs of her neck going off. she was perfectly fine when i jamm with Krisis yesterday. aftr jamming with them, i jammed with Mercenarian for awhile as maan plywood dtg lmbt. beh tgh syiok2 main wasted years i felt a bouncy2 feeling on my right hand beh tgk leher si Starr slowly fell down from her body. wah piang eh!!! so sad sia... f**k.

below are some pics of Starr when i had just bought her last year. n oso pics of me with her. oh how i miss kissing her n hugging her slim, slender n wooden body. its so nice n warm! tpi tu suma sudah menjadi hanya satu memori sahaja...

but alas, people say drumsticks comes n goes. 1 day u'll break it eventually. bt i WON'T BUY n DON'T WANT another ringo starr drumstick. yg sudah tu sudah. i know some of u might think that i'm crazy for posting abt my broken stick bt i'm the type who treasure my stuffs n treats them like they're my friend. well Starr, i promise u dat i will try to be a better drummer n learn new tricks n skills from my other drummer friends ok. rest in peace my friend. )":



n yesterday oso was like a mini gathering. met so many budak2 batu dan besi. da mcm ada gig pula. hahaha.. n below are some pics taken at krisis's n kai's-side-project-nya-band punya jamming as well as the esplanade where all of us hangout. enjoy!

scarlet, kai n me. muka aku stop it. haha

wan iron from mercenarian. dia terdatang siang for jamming mercenarian so he joined us for awhile.

ni ialah antoo bukan hantu. hahaha.. idk how i manage to make my camera flash so bright like this. nk try for second time da tkleh da. mangkok. haha

ni ialah scarlet, seorang pompuan yg maut (HAHAHA, main2 je tau!) yg aku panggil drummer maut. basically she play very the maut, its just that yesterday dia malu2 kucing tahap maut time jamm so tkleh tgk skillsnya yg kemautan skali. ok, she's cnfrm going "GRR!!!" after she had finish reading those lines just now. tk tkot uh! BLUEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKK!!!! hahaha

kai slap bersamaan gadgetnya topo, topo slap! haha!!! k mepek! xD

basically these are them. kid from ironchild pn ada semalam. da lama tk tgk dia gentel gitar dia. hayal skejap aku smlm. haha

everyone lepakingz outside beat merchant after jamming. by this time Starr da patah. )':

afiq, jebat n topo. we're otw to esplanade. weee~

satu, dua, tiga, ramai2 pekik "ROCK!!!" bagus! minum susu apa? Dumex! bagus2. haha.. so to those who dunno, from left to rite is: Lat, Scarlet, May, Kai Slap(behind May), Jebat, Afiq, Antoo n Kid. ni halfway nk smpai esplanade! haha

Def Leppard? NO! Death Leopard! \m/ ni tiga2 if org animal abuse npk cnfrm kena saman. hahaha.. k mepek!

May tgah halau nyamuk. haha..

scarlet blowing bubble gum. i promise u dat 1 day i will be able to blow bubbles! haha.. to sapa2 yg lost cuma dia, aku n kai je tau pasal tu. (:

antoo, jebat, adib n topo

alot of ppl joined us at esplanade, adib n wan from phenomenon, dheelah, matair lat, alwee n wan punk. beh otw nk g esplanade npk elly evans beh ada lagi yg aku tk ingt nama2 drg. n kt esplanade npk lemon. kn aku da ckp da mcm mini gathering smlm. hahaha..

thx for reading n u, yes! YOU! tke cre of urself ok. see u some other time here. nites. (:

~bagaikan pelangi petang kau kan pasti pergi jua...... ):