a star has died

yes. the title of the post says it all. my drumstick, Starr, has died!!! leher dia patah smlm when i jammed the song "Wasted Years" with Mercenarian. )):



i was really sad by wat had happend. i'm sad coz i love my things n treasure them. n lagipun Starr has been through alot with me. she's the first pro mark drumsticks which i had n she has been by my side ever since CarriE was formed. she was also there for me in all of CarriE's 3 gigs. Starr is a ringo starr signature drumstick. n in case ur wondering who is ringo starr, well, he's the drummer for The Beatles. yes. The Beatles.

initially i don't see signs of her neck going off. she was perfectly fine when i jamm with Krisis yesterday. aftr jamming with them, i jammed with Mercenarian for awhile as maan plywood dtg lmbt. beh tgh syiok2 main wasted years i felt a bouncy2 feeling on my right hand beh tgk leher si Starr slowly fell down from her body. wah piang eh!!! so sad sia... f**k.

below are some pics of Starr when i had just bought her last year. n oso pics of me with her. oh how i miss kissing her n hugging her slim, slender n wooden body. its so nice n warm! tpi tu suma sudah menjadi hanya satu memori sahaja...

but alas, people say drumsticks comes n goes. 1 day u'll break it eventually. bt i WON'T BUY n DON'T WANT another ringo starr drumstick. yg sudah tu sudah. i know some of u might think that i'm crazy for posting abt my broken stick bt i'm the type who treasure my stuffs n treats them like they're my friend. well Starr, i promise u dat i will try to be a better drummer n learn new tricks n skills from my other drummer friends ok. rest in peace my friend. )":



n yesterday oso was like a mini gathering. met so many budak2 batu dan besi. da mcm ada gig pula. hahaha.. n below are some pics taken at krisis's n kai's-side-project-nya-band punya jamming as well as the esplanade where all of us hangout. enjoy!

scarlet, kai n me. muka aku stop it. haha

wan iron from mercenarian. dia terdatang siang for jamming mercenarian so he joined us for awhile.

ni ialah antoo bukan hantu. hahaha.. idk how i manage to make my camera flash so bright like this. nk try for second time da tkleh da. mangkok. haha

ni ialah scarlet, seorang pompuan yg maut (HAHAHA, main2 je tau!) yg aku panggil drummer maut. basically she play very the maut, its just that yesterday dia malu2 kucing tahap maut time jamm so tkleh tgk skillsnya yg kemautan skali. ok, she's cnfrm going "GRR!!!" after she had finish reading those lines just now. tk tkot uh! BLUEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKK!!!! hahaha

kai slap bersamaan gadgetnya topo, topo slap! haha!!! k mepek! xD

basically these are them. kid from ironchild pn ada semalam. da lama tk tgk dia gentel gitar dia. hayal skejap aku smlm. haha

everyone lepakingz outside beat merchant after jamming. by this time Starr da patah. )':

afiq, jebat n topo. we're otw to esplanade. weee~

satu, dua, tiga, ramai2 pekik "ROCK!!!" bagus! minum susu apa? Dumex! bagus2. haha.. so to those who dunno, from left to rite is: Lat, Scarlet, May, Kai Slap(behind May), Jebat, Afiq, Antoo n Kid. ni halfway nk smpai esplanade! haha

Def Leppard? NO! Death Leopard! \m/ ni tiga2 if org animal abuse npk cnfrm kena saman. hahaha.. k mepek!

May tgah halau nyamuk. haha..

scarlet blowing bubble gum. i promise u dat 1 day i will be able to blow bubbles! haha.. to sapa2 yg lost cuma dia, aku n kai je tau pasal tu. (:

antoo, jebat, adib n topo

alot of ppl joined us at esplanade, adib n wan from phenomenon, dheelah, matair lat, alwee n wan punk. beh otw nk g esplanade npk elly evans beh ada lagi yg aku tk ingt nama2 drg. n kt esplanade npk lemon. kn aku da ckp da mcm mini gathering smlm. hahaha..

thx for reading n u, yes! YOU! tke cre of urself ok. see u some other time here. nites. (:

~bagaikan pelangi petang kau kan pasti pergi jua...... ):

picture-gra-phy

firstly, i would like to start this post by apologising to my friends who got hurt after reading my previous post abt the tudung thingy. haha.. i know i can be a jerk at times bt who doesn't rite? me, you, he, she, them, us all have been a jerk before n sometimes do rash n stupid things which we'll regret later on. that's just human nature. we're nt perfect n we cannot run away from doing mistakes. (:

n i've also delete that part of the post (after reading this sentence some of u cunfirm scroll down to check on it) haha..

see? da tkda kan? tk caya. hahahaha.. okay, enough abt that story, tu post pun da basi. let's talk abt dis post! yeah! n i wanna share with u guys some pictures that i have taken. basically i'm nt a photographer so don't call me dat. i just love taking pictures so u guys can call me a picturegrapher. (:

so yeah, critiques are really welcome. if they suck just say they suck. if they don't suck then say they don't suck. be honest when criticizing (i tink dis is how the spelling goes) my works coz i like honesty. even though sometimes it may hurt. bt if don't know the truth, we won't know if we're good enough or not. rite? ^___^

so let's go n see these pictures which i've posted. enjoy!

1. the pigeon:

2. a shade of purple:

3. bawang!!!:

4. sephia is love:

5. mosque:

6. the ranting-ranting:

7. shine:

8. midnight sun:

9. clouds over geylang bahru:

10. parkview square:

11. a camera:

12. bloom under a blue sky:

13. the wait:

14. building n tree:

15. the wanderer:

ok, dat's abt it. haha... dabis. wee!!! next time i'll post more aite. n dun forget to comment or critique on my photos. (:

and on wed when going to CarriE session, i was told dat a certain someone said dat CarriE is cock. -_________-" actually i dun mind if ppl say i play drum very cock or i suck at drumming coz i know dat's true bt dun u ever say my band or bandmates are cock. coz they are human, nt cock n they're damn good at wat they play! but sadly, this certain someone, (wait i tink i'll call him badigol. hahaha) even said that the best bands in singapore suck n mepek. n most of the bands which he critique are the ones i know. i'm nt gonna tell who those bands are. bt badigol here thinks that he is damn good. ptui ar! ko pikir just becoz ko skola kt lasalle, jap, aku suka mcmane edy sebot "laksalle" intstead of "lasalle", mcm laksa gitu. haha.. ar, where were we.. hmmm.. ahah! just becoz u'r schling at laksalle ko pikir ko da bagus sgt ke? ptui the second time ar! kalo ko da bagus pun tkya kn kutuk2 band lain boleh tk? beh band yg da maut gila pn ko kutuk! kalo ko pikir ko da bagus sgt gi battle ar dgn gitaris drg. tgk sapa menang.

apada si badigol ni. org tk buat apapa kt dia aleh2 kutuk suma org. haiyo! aku bakar laksalle baru tahu. da ko tkleh g skola. hahahaha.. LOL! cuba la ingt sikit, ko dpt talent ni suma dari Yang Maha Esa. anytime dia leh tarik balik punya. so ko tkya lah nk kerek n ckp ko bagus sgt. mmng betol ko bagus pasal ko praktis suma bt if Tuhan tk kasi ko talent to tangkap notes n everything ko tkleh main kn. haiz. hahaha..

okay, dat's all i have to say. gtg. tke cre, jgn kerek n bye-bye! \m/ ((:

death upon arrival II

last sat i went to a gig at odio crib. it was a hardcore gig la basically. haha.. n if some of u are wondering how i end up there, well, i was there to watch my friend perform as well as meet up friends which i didn't meet up for a very long time. n also coz i get free entry to the gig. weeeee!!! basically when the gig had already started i was abit lost. hahaha.. tk kenal ramai sgt org so berdiri satu corner n watch the bands perform. odio crib is a jamming place so basically IT IS SUPER HOT in there! n my clothes were wet! mcm jatoh dlm swimming pool gitu. hahaha..

edy n dilah were there too. dilah nk tgk 1 band ni perfrm, lupa lak band apa n also nk jumpa kwn2 lama dia. edy pula nk try out photography during gig n his photos rule! haha.. bt they left early as dilah tkleh balik lmbt. n tk ramai org sey headbang. ramai yg hardcore dance which i dunno how they do. hahaha.. luckily there's this one guy yg berdiri kt depan who was headbanging alone so apalagi, kenal tk kenal, pegi seblah dia, put my hand on his shoulder n headbang sama2! haha.. n my neck is still hurting as of rite now tpi gerek! (:

n below are some pics taken at the gig:

bagedil n chendol

zee monster n qianhui

edy, dilah n jimi hendrix. hahaha

saw

joey jordison pn ada. hahaha.. actually ni fizzaye la, kwn aku. haha

baik ar ajir! headbang jgn tk headbang! haha

n somehow the guy in the above pic remind me of haliem. hahaha

wah! tgn mcm E. Honda sey! yg move dia yg sepak byk2 tu. haha

n the band below, obscure phoenix, maut woo!!! drg bwk lagu burning angel by arch enemy. fuiyo! power gedegah! the last time i saw them was 2 years ago kt slaugtherhouse massacre 1. dat time drg bwk lagu nemesis. seriously da mcm arch enemy la drg. hahaha.. baik punya band! \m/

on the next day went jamming with krisis at four tonnes. haha.. part paling kekek is time try lagu through the fire n flames with kai. HAHAHAHA!!! berterabuh nk mampos! may wasn't there as he had a family outing. kalo dia ada cnfrm kena kacao punya. n after jamm we hang out at the place ppl call Big Bird. haha..

me with the drummer maut. haha

antoo n jebat

aku mmng suka amik gmbr org bila drg tk ready. mcm best gitu tgk muka drg. klaka sey. haha

haliejah n topo

kai slap yg tgh lapar n muka mintk kena slap. hahaha

kami adalah budak2 batu. weee!!! \m/ n to jebat: muka stop it!!! hahaha

it was always fun hanging out with my friends, be it they are someone who's into music or not. lepak dgn kwn2 lain, the fun is lain2 too.

haha.. n thx for reading as always. tke cre! see u guys again. \m/

~some people are basically shitty